Day three

Today was a really bad day ...

Babe and I decided to meet up after buying all of his textbooks for school. So we met up at Lansdowne mall and we decided to go eat . he wanted Korean food but the Korean restaurants in Richmond aren't the greatest . so we decided to go eat at Alleluia Cafe ; half way there, he felt like eating sushi so we went to Banzai Sushi. Due to wearing high heel boots all day, I was cranky, soooo on our way to eat, I got very cranky at the fact that he was walking a meter in front of me and not beside me $: After finishing our meals, we had nothing else to do but for us to go our separate ways . I don't know about him but I hate going home so early , makes me feel like I went out for nothing. and the fact that if I head home now, I'll be home stuck with my dad who I lost respect for due to a stupid fight he caused . We got to the bus stop and I told him to just go home because theres no point in him taking me to 22nd st. he may be there sitting beside me but that's all we do. we don't talk, we just listen to our music for the whole ride. he knew I was upset so we started talking, then things got kinda ugly and yeah.. things just got uglier the more we talked. but we eventually worked things out and I headed to his house to sleepover because he wanted to make my day better. we got to his house at the same time Primerica people did. They were talking to babe's mom for a while about him taking the course again. oh and his friend was at his house getting violin lessons from babe's uncle his friend used to be my friend as well , he was like my son , but I found out that he doesn't like me so there's absolutely no point in him being my friend if he's going to hate me for something soooooooooooooooooooooooo stupid .. After the talking and lesson was over, I went to the game room to get my phone and his friend was there on his phone. Instead of walking past him like he was nothing, I greeted him, only to get nothing back . ruude and then he left the house without saying bye wow ,, jerk babe and I went to the kitchen to finish the rest of our sushi and headed to the gameroom to play some more COD. After playing many rounds, I got tired and babe was hungry so I made him cream mushroom soup and just sat beside him bored to death while he was playing COD. Little did I know time flew and it ended up being 6am.. I got choked because we wasted our night playing video games . and we bickered more , things got kinda ugly , i left the bed and went to the couch to sleep but he wouldn't let me sleep there and picked me back up to sleep on the bed. again , we eventually worked things out and went to bed . ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Today wasn't a great start of 2014.. found out that 3 people , who I trusted , said they don't like me . 2 of em were the same reasons , and the other was just .. stupid .. as I mentioned earlier. 
I'm one of those people that don't like it when they hear they're disliked . I don't know why but I'm just like that .. At the moment I hear that, I question myself "did I do something wrong?" etc etc and after I think , "if that's how they feel over something like this, then they're not trust worthy" all 3 of them lost my trust but one of the , this person was the first to lose my trust , is gaining it back . hopefully I can be friends with this person again (: